H

So, number two decided to explain our situation as...


*It's hard to argue when
You wont stop making sense
But my tongue still misbehaves
And it keeps digging my own grave


With my hands open
With my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens*




My heart is open
He's just digging the wrong way
And It doesn't help that someone
A nameless someone

But we all know who...

Still has my whole heart in their hands
Okay,
So not the whole thing,
But a hugeass part of it.


GIVE IT BACK

G

Am I not even worth friendship anymore...
Just hello's and goodbye's that mean nothing at all.
When you said,
"best friends"
You ment throw away for good...
Forever and back again.


I was worth that much hey?
a hug
a kiss
a fuck
then toss.


All of me thought you were more than that
And sadly... all of me still does.
I hate you!!!!



no I don't.

F

I'm happy again...
Well kinda,
Your still there in a little part of my head making me cry
Not on the outside though.
But I said I was happy the other day
And I even ment it.

I guess...

Blah, You've done this to me!
Now I even doubt my happiness
When I thought I was happy
I want to smile for real all the time...
I think I do now.
But then this doubt that I'm making fake happiness litters my mind.

What is fake happiness?
fake smiles
fake laughs
fake embraces
fake kisses
fake snow angels...

E

How did you get over me in four fucking days?
It's like I was never good enough and you finally tossed me away.
I hope you enjoyed that night on the cold floor...
To let you know, your sister could hear you through the door.
Why do I have this ring on my finger, what's the point of it now?
Well, I don't want to take it off... I love you... somehow.


*


Thats how I know its real, to tell you the truth.
You pushed all this shit on me and I still want you.
When really I'm the one that deserves more...

Wait, forgive me ... that's not true.
Don't get mad at me for saying that
We were perfect for each other.
I'm a quarter asian after all...


*


Bun, come back
Don't leave me alone...
It's already been so long
But I'm still broken.

D

Guess what yesterday was!
Oh, wait...
That doesn't matter now.
It was only our two years

Or it would have been.

Thats why I was upset
Thank you very much.
I can have a few feelings too
My eyes are allowed to cry.

C

"I love you dear."


That only stung a little...
I was on the other end of the phoneline you know...
Don't even deny the fact that you wanted me to hear it.
Can you not even pretend that you once wanted to marry me?
Quit telling me that I need to get over you,
Please break me a little more.


You called me that a couple times, remember
Because I was "cute"
Well what am I now?
I never changed...

B

Blow me a kiss with those sweet cherry lips.
Let our fingers create the heart we once shared.
With a kiss on the forehead and a kiss on the shoulder,
Our loving routine, never could I say goodbye.
You never drove away and you always hung up last.
Your smile always on my mind keeping me sane.
But then you moved your fingers and your headlights faded away.
The car drove you home and now I'm empty.
You never saw me the same way again.
Please don't drop me too hard,
I'm fragile and my hearts not attached anymore.

A

Excuse me...
If you don't mind,
Could you please pass me my heart?
It's over there,
Getting dirty on the floor.





Thanks...