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I'm happy again...
Well kinda,
Your still there in a little part of my head making me cry
Not on the outside though.
But I said I was happy the other day
And I even ment it.

I guess...

Blah, You've done this to me!
Now I even doubt my happiness
When I thought I was happy
I want to smile for real all the time...
I think I do now.
But then this doubt that I'm making fake happiness litters my mind.

What is fake happiness?
fake smiles
fake laughs
fake embraces
fake kisses
fake snow angels...